Wow so much has happened in the past few weeks, I managed to learn, to hurt, to cry and to experience things I never thought I would.. 

I express myself better with writing, then with talking. Sometimes I don’t have the heart to say exactly what I need to say at the right moment, ( sometimes) but I can write you a poem, a letter, a song that will say exactly how I feel.

Writing to me is natural, being creative is me. I wake up thinking of 10 impossible things to accomplish before I even get out of bed.. Which if you are thinking, what do I dream as I lay my soul to rest.. I have about 5 dreams per night and I can remember them all. Usually they are ideas, or some weird odd stories that have no meaning with meaning… 

I think and worry too much. About things that I need not to worry about. I sometimes hurt about the past, and bring it into the future. Which is pretty lame and a learning experience of letting go.. And no one is at fault, and not all people are the same, some more than others (just saying) 

Im so caught up with what I need to do next, how to go from point a to point b, and forgetting of the moment and the people. The wonderful people who are in my life each and everyday, who make me better, who make me wiser, who support me day in and day out with my crazy ideas, with my music, with my work, with everything. I thank you from my heart for that.. Without you there is no me. 

Ambitious, very much so. To never experience the lack of things as a kid, but that has shown me to value things and to only work harder.. Sometimes that is a curse, because some cannot manage that, or more like manage me. and my plans.. You are either along for the ride, the ups and downs, the oh Lilo or Oh Linda, will never get old, i will make you laugh along the way.. 

I am naive, and innocent at the same time, will give you my shirt off of my back, a wise man once told me “Linda, worry about you, your family and your close friends” I do, but I also worry about others, I want everyone to be okay at the end of the day.. Thank you wise man… I will learn, I am still young and naive.. but I will learn.. 

Love. It does exist. Just try not to screw it up, thinking that people are the same, some are better, some are even worse.. But not all the same. Love all, trust a few.. 

Pink is my favorite color. 

I like walking. I like traveling, I am in love with my suitcase, and where I will end up next, I like to people watch. I love chocolate. I love loovee Music. I like thai food, i am into sandwiches and salads at the moment.. And into all things iphone apps. 

If I could go travel each week, I would be in heaven.. I like to sit at random benches in parks, and people watch. That is how I write.. One of my tricks taught by a fellow composer. you get out of your 4 square wall, and you watch. Also, Starbucks is good for that too. There are some things I wish my eyes would have not witnessed, but great stories.. 

I write songs, just not based on my life, but of others. And not all my songs on my album are about love for a significant other, but also for a parent, friend, neighbor.. Etc

I promise to post more.. :) 

Have a lovely rest of the day!! 

XOXO

Lilo 

Hola!

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I am grateful you said good bye. 

That way I no longer have to compromise..

I am grateful for the time and oh the memories. even though they were just a few.. 

But most of all because I found someone new..

and yeah most of all because I found someone new..